A small girl in a big world!

Heute bin ich zu spaet aufstanden, das ist immer normal fuer mich, weil es wochenende ist!

Jetzt kann ich nicht schlafen, bin schon eine stunde ins bett geblieben.

Ich weiss nicht warum ich meinen Vater denke!

Ich kann nicht erinnen, wann ich letzt mal besucht habe!

 

Real summer is coming during my short holiday,but still not so hot as China, no one uses AC here, even not so often to see fan.

My room faces to the west. If in south of China, must be a 'sauna room' at night. Because it's in the sun in the afternoon.

I can't imagine there is no bamboo bedsheet in summer.

Actually not so bad here, although the sun is until 22:30 at night, when it's dark, not so hot anymore. By the way, the highest temperature was 30 today. Compare to Hangzhou it's nothing. If no AV in Hangzhou, u should prepare to be sweating all day.

Anyway, german summer is nice.

Now I am looking forward to the summer travelling in Spain. Spend my 30's big birthday there.

2 months in Germany already, have been with Andi for less than 5 days.

Always short time, even in Germany.

But now I am a person who has no job, no income. There r some moments, feel so bad with such situation.

I am happy with the life here, I am happy I can get along well with ppl here.

But if I didn't do anything how I should have so many nice things?

Let me do what I can do.

Above paragraphs just came out from a strange brain.

Ich hoffe ich kann gut Deutsch sprechen, für Andi chinesischer Essen kochen.

我想念水煮肉片啦。。。火辣辣的感觉，HOHO！

My cute 53, mama is missing u!!!!

There is a loyal fan of this space, so I have to write here again. To take care of it carefully and perfectly!

Time flies away quickly, 7 weeks have past. So far I can speak a little german, but I do still worry about it. Can't imangine that one day I can speak german fluently. With so bad memory now, how to remember so many words and spelling? Lerning is a long long way to go...

By the long way, I am waiting for the summer in Germany now.

But german summer is not like the summer in Hangzhou. Even now, it's June already, I still feel cold in the morning.

Suddenly sunshine, suddenlly rain, even day time is until 10 PM.

My summer, my colorful skirt.....

 

 

Time tells u the truth, experience tells u what a complicated world!

I tell myself I am not the one who likes to be in mess!

I am always standing out of the fight and argument.

How far u can stay away, how many troubles u can keep away.

I am just the one who is beside the view and enjoying the view.

Breadth of mind decides how far u can go ahead!

Being brave, smiling, go out, there is a wider sky!

Long long time ago, I was writing blog here. When the MSN version was changed, seemed I could not sign on my space as before, so here is almost like a garden which has no boss to take care of it!

Since coming to Germany, has been 1 month already. Even Andi is still in Turkey, but I am still busy.

During this month, travelled by train every morning for language course. Spent much time to hear and see the ppl in Germany.

A friend asked me what was different from China. Actually I didn't feel much differen, except they were speaking german and could see some ppl who had so big bottom which was u have never seen in ur life. So mine is tiny!

Finished 1 month course already, didn't pass the test, because its very easy! Maybe its not a good excuse. But really I felt so, spent half time to finish it and didn't notice I wrote many words as english spelling!  1 wrong words, 1 point is gone! Passing score is 107, mine is 99.

Felt so sad because I could have done well, because it's not necessary to repeat again.

Well, in this course, most of them have learnt before. Even 5 years.

Even they said they never learnt before, but actually they could understand what the teacher was talking about!

For me, at first I only knew how to say you and me! I knew a little grammer, but few monolingual glossary. So that I was amost like I was a deaf student, no reaction in the course!

Andi's fater found I was not happy and started to try to help me. I am so so moved! Andi's mother started to talk with me in german...

Evrything is so fine in Germany, whatelse I should worry about?

Jane!!!! Fighting, fighting......